Would you pray for us?

Would you pray for us?

How may we not see each other, not wanting to smile at one another, or wish each other good health and abundance?

Our time is exact in proportion, equal in measure and distributed across the universe. Each of us has the same amount to spend from the moment we wake up and retire to bed. But it seems that we differ in our ways of spending it and on the geographical positions we are at on the planet. In both ways, our minds wander and find their own ways of connection with time by thinking, feeling, wishing, desiring, hoping, planning and much more.

Therefore, does the same apply for prayers? sure we are all of different nations and tastes and backgrounds. But then, is not the thought that counts. From somewhere within the mind or maybe within the body, a heart-beat-driven-energy-molecule is generated which prioritizes something above all else. A prayer for something. Or someone. A telepathic-knock it is. A hope. A faith.

What value do I place?

What value am I supposed to place?

I wonder about this now as I came upon the words ‘ Will you pray for me? Will you pray for us?’ So, this is of the kind that I must energize myself upon not on the goals, but for the love of doing it. For the faith and hope, if it exists. For the cause that desires an outcome beyond my capacity.

And the funniest part is everything looks so normal and ok on the outside. The sky is still blue. The sun is still there. The ocean waves keep moving. and I will be praying for you.

I will take a timeout now and every time I feel I have to. And allocate my wealth appropriately in the world I am living in with the currencies I am bestowed with in this life I was gifted – time and energy.

My prayers. Our prayers.










The one and only thing that matters in life

Life purpose? Is not the life purpose of my self and yours the one thing that defines us and matters?

Regardless of my age, regardless of what I am doing or where I am living, is there some meaning to my existence at all? Well apart from being Mr X with a job at ABC corporation and living at Smartville, should there not be something more than eat drink n sleep n all in between to life?

So, the ONE and ONLY thing that matters in life should be that which can be:

1. performed and achieved by anybody

2. does not need a college degree

3. does need to be consistent day after day, night after night as long as the heart beats and the individual is ‘alive’

4,5,6,7 …..

And this will be freely available too ! I mean super mega abundant across the universe !

I stand by it and am a living testimony to it 24/7 in every breath of mine…

it is …


being in love with the moment that is here, now with me, living one day at a time

loving the world and everything in it for what it is, for how it has shaped me to where I am now

showing love to people i come across for who they are and remembering to guard myself from thinking up anything else cos it is just not right and will never work and definitely will never last

– understanding the different languages of love from the different experiences life brings, it really matters since it is my story thats being created.

– To persevere with love till the end of the day, every day.

Honor yourself everyday !

Happiness us awaits each day.honor yourself everyday

Joy is a jingle away.

Each day I will not ask myself whether I will or I can or I could.

I am going to follow my heart’s vision. I need to trust in my intuition. Let me work by doing ‘my bit’ as a genuine living being.

And I will honor myself in some way with actions. – within the mind and outside of it. A philosophical fantasy to think so. For me, it is being thankful for the blessings I have been bestowed with. Remembering the responsibilities  and being steady in purpose in every step.

To let down is fatal. Like opening myself to cancer. It is inviting  havoc. No, I wont.

And I am not alone in this path. So hush dear ego and listen to these now:

  • Better to die ten thousand deaths than wound my honor.
  • When something weighs on your conscience, give it up.
  • It is better to be alone than in bad company.
  • I am not bound to win, but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to
    succeed, but I am bound to live up to what light I have.
  • Our own heart, and not other men’s opinion, forms our true honor.
  • Honor isn’t about making the right choices. It’s about dealing with the consequences.
  • Honor has not to be won; it must only not be lost.

When i leave today



There’s still half a tank of fuel and I could make it home with probably quarter tank remaining. Unless ‘home’ is more than family, it is that part where my soul is committed to in this life I am gifted with.

Therefore when it seems that ‘I am on my way home’ or ‘just left home’, what exactly is the point of reference in absolute terms? Is it me and my physical home here on earth? Is not there something more like a whole new bigger world where every breath is connected, ‘every turn of the leaf on its way down from the tree to the ground is predestined’ ?  This is the food for thought, actions are arrows in flight with perfect aim. And when comes the time to leave, I smile with the widest one ever !

Today came, that moment where I left all of what was part of me.

What I thought of myself was replaced with an instantaneous shift of awareness, during my drive home during traffic.

Another day then…

Self sabotaged by pain?



‘Normal’ does not exist.

Pain does.

And it is of the type you cant find signs of under a scanner. This is the pain that screws up my mind and chokes my heart, my chest gets heavy and I cant think right anymore. There, the body is in hand with the mind and hope there is some fix for this…self sabotage by the pains of the mind.

Loss. Failure. Defeat. . . and in many other words it could be described i think. It is what happens next and how many times i try to describe it to myself about it that is important.

Angel: agent of light


You are so bright that’s how i am guided by your presence, Guardian angel thank you for not giving up on me.

You show me what I forget, O Angel, you remind me of what life is meant to be as i get lost chasing rainbows.

Heal me now, as you did all the times I fell sick, heavy with toxins of the world. Angel, let my heart shine with the pure light, let us live our light. Angel of the Almighty, strengthen us with your given power so that we may be noble in our thoughts and actions.

May our hearts be glowing warm with love and let this energy flow all around us, our bodies, our home, our lands. May we be connected where ever we are, whatever time under the sun and stars.

The greatest strength is that of Love. We all have it in us, everywhere around us it exists. Let me not forget this truth. Nor be blind to it as the daily living needs take over. My healing, My strength is connecting to this divine love. I am here on earth to live it in every breath. So be it. Amen

Spending time with loneliness

pic credits: Lonely Trees by Jessica Bader

Explore !
Spending time with loneliness has rewards on self development.

I have been feeling a sense of loneliness for some time now. I had read articles on this and the steps to end it was not working well for me. None were effective. It lasted momentarily and i was soon in the nothingness zone. Untill, I decided to re-examine this monster and invent something for it !

It is more than the reality of not having a friend, companion, someone to talk to, trust, confide in, hang out with.

Could this be about being unable to speak my heart out?

Will there be someone who would come along and we would be of the same frequency?

Is it a basic social need to be accepted for who I am, a psychologically validated fact or just a part of the day or week or month or year we must hang out?

Yes and no and maybe. I am letting it go. I am going to explore it. Well, I started off in this world lonely and am frequently alone in my pursuits. It is a part of me I guess. However I spend the ‘loneliness’ time and all the other times I have got is just a kind of self belief. This is from my journalling, it has revealed that doing what I love and believe in is what matters, lonely or not. Explore ! Search the path(s) in life, there is always soething intresting and fun filled lying around somewhere waiting to be discovered, frequencies to be matched too maybe! Just explore !

“Remember: the time you feel lonely is the time you most need to be by yourself. Life’s cruelest irony.”
― Douglas Coupland, Shampoo Planet

Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. And intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.”
― Janet Fitch, White Oleander

Language… has created the word “loneliness” to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word “solitude” to express the glory of being alone. – Paul Tillich

“We must become so alone, so utterly alone, that we withdraw into our innermost self. It is a way of bitter suffering. But then our solitude is overcome, we are no longer alone, for we find that our innermost self is the spirit, that it is God, the indivisible. And suddenly we find ourselves in the midst of the world, yet undisturbed by its multiplicity, for our innermost soul we know ourselves to be one with all being.”
Hermann Hesse